im freaking

fuck ive tried to write an opening sentence 4 times, but just keep backspacing, i cant actaully discribe how i feel right now. i think i was just hit with every emotion possible about leaving. the longest ive been away from my parents was a 6 week work/bali stint last year. and to be going away to the other side of the world to live. well fuck.. ill see how i go. ive got 3 days left at home... fuck im going to be a mess on wednesday. oceans of emotions. i think ill swim :)